Dear mummy…
I heard the words you spoke when you thought I couldn’t hear you… and i felt the smile on your face when I kicked your belly for fun
I heard all the aunties who were praying when I arrived, it was beautiful, it sounded like a choir singing from afar… Can we do it again? Just that I won’t be in the belly when it’s done this time…
I was looking forward to joining you both on this side, it was a bit dark in there, there was so much talk about cake, about God and I now enjoy putting a face to the many conversations you had with random people
Dad said he was waiting on God to get a name for me, don’t tell him I laughed from within, 😂, I wanted to tell him I was sent to put a smile on his face and i was there when the message was sent to him with all the details, just that since I stepped into this side… I didn’t remember the full details
I knew my name already, I have been staring at him for 2 months now, loudly with my eyes, that there’s a lot I wanna tell him, but each time he smiles back at me, the joy in his smile overwhelms me, I guess I will let him show me the way as it was told to him…
I also want to tell him about our apartment in heaven, and the things that were thought about me when Jesus was planning to send me to you, it’s new around here though, I didn’t really expect a lot of all I see, I learnt you are going to be with me for all my journey, Jesus said you and dad have the best combination of all that’s needed to get me ready to hit the world with light…
I was also told I should follow you step by step, day by day and thought by thought, till I be able to do everything for myself…
For now I am content with the naps and the food, it’s fun! Will it continue to be soft and cossy all the time? like it feels when you lay me down on your body to sleep… I hope it will…
Last night I cried and woke you up, I didn’t really want so much, I just needed to carry me some more…
I like the feel of your hands…
Dear mom, why are your hands big?
Does it have to be so big to lead me?
I recall the day you lifted me up back to God…
In that moment I became all that I was created to become, I took a quick dart to heaven and back and all the father asked me to do hit me in reality! It’s alot…
Thank you for making the choice to dedicate me back to Him, now I feel complete and assured that I am all I should be, but I need to walk the journey from start to end again for the sake of all those who are watching, I know I am meant to be an example, and there’s so much Joy in my heart I can’t wait to share it with the world..
I can’t wait to meet Arkinen, Blossom and David, I saw them running around in church but my legs are not just ready yet, It will be sooner than you know.. watch out.
Thank you for the choices you made, that guarantees a secure future for me, I am happy being your baby, I will always be a baby girl, swag intact, full spec and with a lot of spirit, they have no idea what’s coming for them
Can’t wait..
I would stop here…
I love you always..
And wait, mum…
There’s this uncle that carried me after church on Sunday… I couldn’t help how amazing it felt.. who is he?
He called me a name that sounded like “delight” it didn’t seem like any of the names you gave me at dedication, but it described exactly how I feel…
I want to write about all the other people who have poured love in my direction, but, the list is long, tell them I love them in return, and I will make them proud!
Lot of love..
Princess
Something else,
I hear that I am a pathfinder, that I need to set the tone for my other siblings and for my generation, I am conscious of that, I want to assure you that the tone and the path is set already and I am just going to walk in it
God says he’s given me all that pertains to life and Godliness, this includes earthly and spiritual resources required for my perfecting,
Good God loves me
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